Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: UNL Football game
So, I didn't make it to the game, listening to it on the radio - GO BIG RED, Go Blackshirts (They're the only ones working right now)

Now, you can just run into people and noone cares (beg of 4th quarter), but ball was caught . . .

We are winning right now. Yay! Up by 8

I made a great mexican meal, all for myself. I forgot the taquitos, but I couldn't really have eaten much more. Didn't do much yet today. - I'll see if someone calls. I cleaned my apartment and went to the store twice. I actually vacuumed. Yay clean place!

I have noticed people from Kansas can't count.

Plus, Purdue totally creamed Notre Dame. Go Purdue!

Nothing left to say, 3rd and 12

luv ya

Okay, now that the game is over, I do have something to say -

WHERE WAS OUR OFFENSE????

I mean, only fourteen points in a game? And we won? What was Kansas thinking? I have decided most of them weren't thinkin (the players) because of the mass muner of penalties. Come on people, this is college football, play like you've got a pair.

That is all I have to say about that.

From bad to good in 60 seconds
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Sunshine - Little flip
That song is just in my head, so

Hmmm, today started out pretty sucky, everything went wrong. My ride to school forgot to wake up until I called, and I didn't get to go to the gym. My lunch turned out weird. I had to watch two talks today, but it was so windy outside that my eyes dried out and I couldn't see anything most of the day. The speaker ran late and made me late for a date, and before that I spilled water all over the papers I was grading and the front of my pants.

Then came the date. It was wonderful. He opened doors for me (and let me go in first), he listened to me, talked about himself, payed for everything, even though I offered to pay half, and he was just a total gentleman. didn't even cuss. Quite a shock for me, who had sworn off men for a while. Now, Yay men. Or, at least one. How sweet.

No more bad day. And now, I get to go to sleep because I am very tired again.

Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Changes - the Ozz man
I dunno why, just feel like it.

Nobody loves me, they all just want something. I thought someone wanted to talk to me today, but she just wanted help with point groups. Yay symmetry!

I hate it when people do stuff like that. Last night I studied with a friend, and we almost finished the homework, but we worked hard. Another comes in tho the office today and says, "Oh, you did analytical homework?" and proceeds to look through it. She got told. My frind said, "Don't go through my stuff," and the other backed off, looking slightly miffed. What did she expect, that we would work hard at it just to let her copy without actually thinking? no way.

Well, I guess that is enough of my rant. I am happy now. Just have to finish cleaning my apartment, wash the dishes and finish up the laundry and make up my bed. And it ia only 11:30. Yay grad school and the crappy hours that come with it! (that is sarcasm, by the way)

Mood:  special
Now Playing: Breakfast at Tiffany's
Always liked Deep Blue Something, their one hit, maybe it was cause one of the guys in the group was from my himetown and his brother had a crush on me (I totally crushed on him, too, but I crush on everybody). Oh well, now it is stuck in my head.

Well, I am so tired all the time, but I keep sleeping and it doesn't help. So today, I was in the resource room for my tutoring hours (that is where all the TA's, sometime during the week, have to go for x amount of hours and tutor any of the students who may have wuestions), and trying to read about heterolytic addition in my organic book. so, this one girl asks one of the guy TA's there for help on a problem. 15 minutes later, his mind has gone blank, so she asks the other guy. This girl spent about forty minutes on this problem, so I asked if I could see the problem, and they were just looking at it wrong and making it out to be harder than it was, practically introducing calculus into a freshman chenmistry problem. I said you are looking at this wrong, and they looked at me like, no, really? They were both pretty tired.

I totally did not eat well again. But I did exercise. Not quite the 200 situps, 25 pushups, weight lifting and mile jog I did on Monday, but it is okay. I had to get home so I can study analytical with a classmate, away from some of our other, more pushy classmates.

The first
Mood:  cheeky
Now Playing: My Boo - Usher and Alicia Keys
Well, Here goes y'all

I miss Texas, and California, and my friends. But, it will all be okay because it is for a good cause. So, I went to Starbuck's today to get away from the crazy questions of the wary students, and the ANNOYING TA that doesn't do anything because she is too good, and I needed coffee. So, while there, I was struck by the sudden urge to write, and it was about what I saw, and I found it therapeutic. So, I'll do that now. Write, when I have time. Maybe people will read it, maybe not. it really doesn't matter. it makes me feel good. So, today at Starbuck's, i saw the movie marquis outside, adn it said "THE FORGOTTEN", but they forgot to put the whole title in the same color, so the N was in red and everything else black, and it just struck me as odd. and then, a guy in Starbuck's just disappeared, and I thought, he is the "forgotten", and it worried me that next I would be forgotten, so this way I won't be.

HE HE

So, I think I found my research advisor, I have to talk to him on Friday. Also on Friday - Nobel Laureate will come to talk to us at school. Yay!

I ate too much, and most of it wasn't even any good. I didn't even have time for the pastry from Starbuck's that smelled like Halloween. And, there was a beer in my fridge, and that was bad, so I had to drink it, plus, moderate drinking helps reduce the risk of diabetes - which runs in my family. So, "Pop open a nice cold bottle of Bud Light, you overworked and underpaid yahoo who went to Starbuck's like the rest of America. Could we call you a conformist? We could. ~real American heroes - - the girl who is just like everyone else, but wishes she wasn't~"

Well, time to go tonight, I'll be back.